Written by yours truly.
Originally by Hatsune Miku.
I'm terrified of being completely gone
And scared to show any sign of my weakness
I start to laugh so awkwardly instead of showing my feelings
But it hurts and I can't help but feel like I am lesser
With all these layers of lies I have painted
The dirty stain stays there and won't ever wash away
The kindness I was given so I won't hurt
But even that is beginning to go away
These feelings that can't turn into words as they are taken from my heart to my mouth, what should I do with them now?
I laugh and I laugh and I laugh, but really I am crying, where you will never see me
Oh, it's so pitiful
You always look so cheery when we're together
Especially the times when I talk to you
You are so pure, I swear it even brightens up your tender heart
It's so dazzling, so much that I can't bear to look at you
I have always been this way and
Despite the kindness, I was lonesome, which might be why
I couldn't notice anything anymore
Moping all the time, I fell down
But even then you stayed with me, holding on to my hand
Making sure to never, ever, let me go
I wanted you to think I was a person who had kindness in her heart and soul
So I told yet another lie
Your innocence peered into me, to where I hid away my everything
And then you saw the real me
I laugh and I laugh and I laugh
It will be alright because now, I finally understand
Your gentle words stuck to me and I carried them forever in my heart
And so I cried at last, "I'm so very glad."
Share this with short URL: Get Short URLOriginally by Hatsune Miku.
I'm terrified of being completely gone
And scared to show any sign of my weakness
I start to laugh so awkwardly instead of showing my feelings
But it hurts and I can't help but feel like I am lesser
With all these layers of lies I have painted
The dirty stain stays there and won't ever wash away
The kindness I was given so I won't hurt
But even that is beginning to go away
These feelings that can't turn into words as they are taken from my heart to my mouth, what should I do with them now?
I laugh and I laugh and I laugh, but really I am crying, where you will never see me
Oh, it's so pitiful
You always look so cheery when we're together
Especially the times when I talk to you
You are so pure, I swear it even brightens up your tender heart
It's so dazzling, so much that I can't bear to look at you
I have always been this way and
Despite the kindness, I was lonesome, which might be why
I couldn't notice anything anymore
Moping all the time, I fell down
But even then you stayed with me, holding on to my hand
Making sure to never, ever, let me go
I wanted you to think I was a person who had kindness in her heart and soul
So I told yet another lie
Your innocence peered into me, to where I hid away my everything
And then you saw the real me
I laugh and I laugh and I laugh
It will be alright because now, I finally understand
Your gentle words stuck to me and I carried them forever in my heart
And so I cried at last, "I'm so very glad."
