The footsteps left behind you strike my heart as they pierce through
You left without even saying a word
As my mind is going crazy and I'm crying like a baby
Please turn around please come here back to me
Make my way from your affection in the opposite direction
If I don't leave I'm scared I'll never heal
Making out that being sad is just a part of life I'll live with
I made myself look the strongest girl in the whole wide world for my future for my future for my future
But now I'll never get my wish my wish my wish my wish my wish
In the room that I live within it suddenly feels so empty
I feel my mind beginning to lose all the hope I had
If just only for a brief moment or second of your time
I'd love to stand with you again
Surely the world couldn't be this cruel to deny me of all my deepest dreams?
Maybe they all add up, all my sins I'm corrupt
All of the lies I've told are leaving me in my tears
I will tell myself again again again until I lose count of the times
I'd want to reach to you and not let go, to hold your body up close to mine
I don't want to ever let go of you
Time is only increasing along with all the memories
It's hard to keep a hold onto all of the little parts
The me that you'd see me as the one engraved into your brain
I must request you throw it all away
Erase me
Can we turn back the handles of the clock?
Shall we start or end everything? I just can't tell (I just can't tell)
When night comes I am asleep on a bed that feels ever so empty now
I'll have to be alone with no dreams to share
I wonder if you trace that same memory too?
I will tell myself again again again until I lose count of the times
I'd want to reach to you and not let go to hold your body up close to mine
I don't want to ever forget you
I'll have to carry on with this sharp pain of loneliness
But please do not forget all that we achieved together
Wouldn't it be nice to meet again in an alternate universe?
And hand in hand we'd hold on tight
But that's alright I'll say goodbye.
